that feeling when it all starts crashing down.
you can't describe that feeling, 
but you know how it feels.

sorrow isn't even close to explain that sinking feeling i felt.
i'm not even sure whether i'm still sane or just plain insane.

it feels as though i got stabbed in the heart, but 
it isn't bleeding.

i shouldn't think too much.
maybe that's the problem with me: 
i think too much. 

yes, it sucks.

it sucks that all these weird noises started playing in my head.

all it takes is one click and boom. 
game over. 

it would be better if people didn't lie. 
it would be so much better.

i don't know what happened to me.
maybe tonight's an emotional night,
or maybe it's the sudden moodswing.

that smile means nothing to me.
goodnight.